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Published June 25th, 2010Today’s the first day I can say I think I hate blogging.
I’ve only just become aware of my unconscious strategy and not that I know it I’m faced with the very lessons that I teach the world … Tell myself the truth and make a change, no matter how small it might be. Just do something different … do anything as long as it’s not what I’ve done before.
‘Project me’ is about putting me first and learning how to do that. It’s about being conscious of my thoughts and actions so that I live in my truth and find the fun in every situation that is my life. I’m doing that … but honestly, I’m only blogging after the storm. Continue reading
Published June 24th, 2010I’ve had responsibilities in my life, but none are more frightening than my mother’s parrot for the next four days. Yep, there is a love that a parent has for her children and then a greater love for her grandchildren … but then there’s the love for the parrot. It works both ways actually, because if my mom has been gone too long Albie (that’s the parrot) get a little twitchy and makes her way out of her cage and off to look for her companion. Continue reading
Published June 20th, 2010Finally! My days of chaos and avoidance are beginning to subside and I can drop the veil of superficial calm and reveal the truth behind the past few weeks. Yes, it’s been that bad!
It’s been a time when the saboteur in me has raised it’s mighty sword and been determined to head into battle and fight against all that I believe in. You know … the big ones like myself, my body, love and the integrity of mankind.
Those are a few tough battles to fight right there, but to have them all surface at the same time has been well worth hiding until the battle was won and I could write about something partially victorious. Continue reading
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11 CommentsPublished June 14th, 2010It’s halfway through Monday morning and I’m all done with my weekly meeting and trying to remember the one thing that I knew I had to do before my day got underway.
I ran through my to do list a few times and checked my phone … because I didn’t have the best night’s sleep so I kept putting to do notes into the mobile between the hours of midnight and 4am. Nope … all of those things were on the list of things to do today.
What the hell was I forgetting? Continue reading
Published June 13th, 2010
The sun didn't go down on the world cup despite a few crazy moments
I feel like I haven’t blogged in days and can’t believe the impact the world cup has had on my life in just one weekend.
I promised an update on the events of the big day and find myself with such mixed emotions for so many reasons that I’m battling to settle myself down to write. Last night my Knight, Greggie and I went to watch the USA/England game and after he asked when last I felt like I really didn’t want to blog. It’s only really happened about twice so far … and now I’m going for number 3! Continue reading
Published June 10th, 2010I can’t believe there’s one more sleep until the long awaited kick-off of the world cup. I can’t believe how I underestimated my own excitement and the response of the nation. On the other hand … I did expect the response from the rest of the world … shock! Continue reading
Published June 7th, 2010I used to live alone! I used to wake up on Sunday mornings and roll over for another few hours before dragging myself to the kitchen (naked) and making a cup of tea before falling back into bed for a good few hours. There were Sundays when I never got dressed and never left my bedroom.
Life happened … well actually, dreams happened. Continue reading
Published June 6th, 2010“You have been warned … this one needs adult supervision and adults might need oxygen!”
Every once in a while I wish I could start different anonymous blogs so that I can express some of the thoughts and events that happen in my life. Ones that I’ve either been asked not to blog about or that I’m just going to be too damn bitchy about or that I could hurt people with. So I have all of these crazy thoughts and a few means ones too and wish that I had this anonymous platform to express myself on. Continue reading
Published June 2nd, 2010Admittedly, I can’t blog for long today (being halfway through day 152) because I’ve managed to waste more than half of it forcing myself into positive spaces … but that’s for tomorrow’s blog.
Today, I just have to get through this so that I can finally do some work for the first time in a good few days. I miss my sparkling personality and spunk for writing and getting through the days with a positive attitude. That’s why I did the fun blog yesterday and found all of my favourite things. Oh boy, did I have fun! I felt the little ray of “everything’s going to be ok” come bursting through the window and … the phone rang! Continue reading
Published May 31st, 2010Tomorrow I will blog about today and how this feeling has gone on a little too long, but right now I have to blog about yesterday and the straw that broke the camel’s back.
Admittedly, it was easy for me to get myself lost in the party preparations for Greggie’s birthday week and the build-up to the trailer trash party. It was a fabulous way of escaping a whole lot of things that have been weighing me down and I’ve totally been avoiding communicating and dealing with … but those are all of today’s realisations. I first have to expose the final straw … or is that straws? Continue reading
