Project Me

I don’t think I’ve had a day start so well and get progressively more emotional as the hours ticked on. I’m not sure if I’m being too hard on myself still or if I’m proud of myself but I’m still super scared. I don’t know if I’m being honest to myself or protecting everyone else. In a nutshell … my day started with me jumping on the horse and ended with me falling right off it again.

And … that’s all I have for ‘project me’ day 235, which is sad because so many beautiful things happened today, if only I hadn’t clouded them with the damn noises of low self esteem … or is that high esteem?

I need tea … it’s always a clear indication of my blogging state when I have at least 3 hot cups of tea during my spontaneously free writing spree.

I battle to distinguish between excitement and being petrified sometimes. It always hits me in the stomach and sends waves and anxiety and these false signals that I’m constantly hungry … hence I’ve been eating a ridiculous fortune and the goings on seem to give me this license to forget that ‘project me’ is just as much about my body and my health as it is about my work success. Read the rest of this entry »

This post is going to be as punch as the fix and the reason why!

My first article went lie on NewsTime and withing 5 minutes of all the excitement there it was … shocking criticism … Read the rest of this entry »

There is no recovering from a broken heart, no regrets that need a distraction and nothing going on that women usually feel can be fixed with a new hairstyle.

Alright, it might be that I watched the all chick, all inspiring movie called The Women and maybe, just maybe I’m slightly frustrated that I can’t go to gym, can’t get my eating under control and can’t be bothered to sort it out while my back hurts.

Fine … I admit it, it’s time for a revamp and as we know, ever woman starts with her hair.
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My mom has been amazing to me over the past year. She’s taken me back home and supported everything I have chosen. She has gone from her disorganised yet routine life and morphed into adapting to the chaos that I cause in my daily routine. She is consumed in Country music after not being able to listen to music at all after my dad died. She brings me tea in bed and she has totally adjusted to the fact there her child talks about her life for the world to see.

For a mom she gets serious points. She pushed me whenever I got afraid to do most things in my life. She made me go on dates, told me not to run from boys, Read the rest of this entry »

Hold onto your hats because this libran is swinging out of control on those scales that it’s causing ripples all around the world. This post is will be in true libra style … so much to say, not enough time to say it and half of it won’t make sense. That’s you just having to listen to me … can you imagine having to be me for a moment when the libran scales are a little more out of balance then usual … no comment from Robbie or Greggie or any other Yoda/God speaking people. Read the rest of this entry »

Thanks to Hustler Girl who is the awesome owner of Hustler Extreme for the official sponsorship of Project Me

It is so awesome to officially announce that ‘project me’ has the first sponsorship from Hustler Extreme in Linden, Johanensburg. I couldn’t as for a better and more special person that Hustler Girl who will make sure that being single is always fun, spicy and super safe. Read the rest of this entry »

There will be two blogs today considering I didn’t have time to do one yesterday and only just managed to remember to breathe. Don’t panic, I didn’t forget to eat though! Why wasn’t I born like the others who lose their appetite when things get scary, exciting and slightly emotional?

It’s officially exciting and overwhelming. I’m getting what I asked for and don’t know whether to giggle with additional excitement while I shout “woo hoo” or burst out crying after each “whoop whoop”. Read the rest of this entry »

Today’s blog is about good news, secrets and taking one step closer to my life purpose.
The good news is also the secret and the tale behind the secret is a about a little part of the personality that we call Ego.

So, I’ve been keeping a secret because I’ve been waiting for good news that was finally confirmed today. Greggie and myself had a meeting a good few weeks ago where we were asked to pitch our writing for an awesome new online news site called NewsTime.  It was such a thrilling honour to be asked and an exciting time putting the pitch together, with even more thrills and ego moments trying to work out whether we would be accepted as contributors to the website.
Now it’s official and only now I’m blogging about it and trying to pull the wool over your eyes Read the rest of this entry »

I woke up this morning with a big blue toe (and I have no idea how I got it), a sore back (and we know that’s from totally overworking and no play) and a whole lot of reason to roll over and go back to sleep. I contemplated canceling my confirmed arrangements but knew that lying in bed all day would be the worst thing for ‘project me’.

I need to move, get out a bit and know that I can make all my dreams come true during the week and while the sun is shining during those weekly hours. Read the rest of this entry »